Friday, October 28, 2011

Slow UTAR library comupter is as slow as heck....

http://scholar.google.com/scholar?q=child+abuse&hl=en&as_sdt=1%2C5&as_sdtp=on
http://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/014521349290011F http://journalseek.net/cgi-bin/journalseek/journalsearch.cgi?field=category&query=psyc.childabuse
http://www.prevent-abuse-now.com/stats.htm
http://www.thefreedictionary.com/Child+abuse
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Child_sexual_abuse
http://childabuse.com/
http://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/0145213483900704
http://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/0145213494900264
http://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0962184905800551
http://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/014521349190038F


Outline
Topic: Child Abuse
Controlling Idea: Longterm and Short-term effects of said topic.

Points:
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Conclusion


Sources found= Online articles,



Miin's Section!!!

Greenhouse Effect is one of the leading causes of Global warming in recent times. It has been researched and analyzed greatly during this century. This paper details the primary causes of Greenhouse effect from industrial sectors in which will affect our Environment Greatly.
One of the primary cause of the Greenouse Effect is the burning of fossil fuels, oil and also gases which produces the Greenhouse Gases(Abbreviated as GSG). These gases traps the heat energy emitted by the Sun. These emissions of the Sun which will be trapped by the GSG will not be able to disperse back into space as easily. When this happens, the warmed air will radiate energy that cause the Earth to stay warm.
Another cause

http://www.buzzle.com/articles/causes-greenhouse-effect.html
http://www.aip.org/history/climate/co2.htm

Monday, October 17, 2011

Rainy day. Yet again

Sitting on my bed writing this pathetic poem,
As i wonder deep in my own thoughts.
Regarding humanity and it's cruelest of mistresses whom,
has no doubt made my life utterly miserable.
For you see for today have i not
been able to satisfy my esurience for mortal foods.

As some tells of rainy days in which
People whom usually commute with only two wheels
are to be wet with drenchness of compounds
The triangular love affair between Hydrogens and Oxygen
Mixing into an orgasm of unique watery drops
Forever copulating repeatedly with unmatchable Fervor

Hath I be able to satisfy my lust,
Of consumption of nourishments to satisfy this hunger
Shall i be able to start laboring assignments
On this rainy day which brings waters beyond
from earthly realms to this wretched watering hole.
Providing supplements for the floras and faunas.

To summarize with the main idea of writing this....
It's raining and if i were to ride my bike to get some food, i'd be drenched in rain... I'm really hungry but i don't want to get wet >_<ll

Friday, October 14, 2011

Life....

Life. Is like a cold hearted bitch who fucks up everything and knocks you down at the last second. And when you think it's finally over, it stabs your back and leaves you to bleed... What's worse is that when you think your friends* are there to help you get through it. They'll just push you off a cliff...
Thank whatever it's called tht there's a thing in life called alcohol which is a catalyst to a blissful mind. A Blissful mind which the person affected will not think normally... And i just realized...Why is it that all Happy* people are generally people of lower intelligence and of lower consciousness?
Intelligence in my definition is NOT only based solely on academic results. BUT the ability to think Critically, the ability to decode abstract ideas and thoughts, the willingness to understand and learn, the ability to think rationally and to be able to reason and the ability to control your emotions when dealing with peculiar situations.

Well, My Mind's finally back it's original state

Firstly, The INTERNET'S FINALLY WORKING LIKE IT SHOULD BE WOOHOO~!!!
Also, would like to express my gratitude to VSY for the great time i had yesterday~!


Now as you can see. The past few weeks.. well it's been nearly a month, I've been having a brighter* outlook on life in which i may seem to have found someone that i really like. But after a while, it has come to attention that the thought was only temporary. Which by the way is a good thing. I actually learned that she's one of those firm believers of faith in which can't be "desecrated" by my thoughts. Even as far as condemning me when i was trying to be neutral regarding my view on religion.

If you were to truly learn Philosophy, Psychology and even Sociology. You'll definitely know religion is in a way equivalent to a government system whereby the top of the system governs the people who are below the hierarchical system. In which for Christianity it's the pope in which governs the catholic faith. Same rule applies for the government.
Secondly, let us not forget about the iron law of oligarchy in which states that "regardless of how democratic or autocratic they may be at the start, will eventually and inevitably develop into oligarchistic systems.  The reasons behind the oligarchization process are: the indispensability of leadership; the tendency of all groups, including the organization leadership, to defend their interests; and the passivity of the led individuals more often than not taking the form of actual gratitude towards the leaders."
"The indispensability of leadership, the tendency of all groups, including the organization leadership, to defend their interests; and the passivity of the led individuals more often than not taking the form of actual gratitude towards the leaders." <~ In a way this does really seem to define Religious faiths. 

You see. If i were to actually try to insult a religion. It'll be a piece of cake. But during that class, The only thing that i have stated is that "Religion may be figments of imaginations for people". That is what i believe in and i never intended to insult any audiences which may have misinterpreted my meaning. But whatever is is, It has rid me of my disease in which have i been inflicted the past couple o' weeks. Therefore this truly deserves my gratitude and i humbly thank you for ridding yourself from my mind.

Now... if i were to really think about it... If theists actually criticize negatively without any relevant information, would that not be considered a hate crime against Atheists?  Now what i would really like to know is that if i were to just state something neutrally without any hate against theists but they were to reciprocate with Hate messages... Why aren't they wrong? Why are we the only ones that are wrong? Is not having a religion wrong?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Religious_violence
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christianity_and_violence
In comparison to Christianity, i really do want to know how many violent acts have been made by Atheists?
  • Religions sometimes use war, violence, and terrorism to promote their religious goals
  • Religious leaders contribute to secular wars and terrorism by endorsing or supporting the violence
  • Religious fervor is exploited by secular leaders to support war and terrorism

  • To summarize on what is mentioned at the above, Religion. In my opinion, is a very NEGATIVE social institution in which informations which misleads people can spread widely among it's believers.

    Tuesday, October 11, 2011

    Over-Analyzing the anal*yzer..

    Okey. Now if i were to "over-analyze" which i would eventually regarding all conversations due to the fact that i'm somewhat an over-analyzer who actually dreams of being a psychologist someday~*

    Anyways, what i can see over there regarding the way he was talking is in a way. Defensive. Now how do i characterize a defensive conversation. It is when one actually tries very hard to hide something in which he is not able to hide due to his innate inability to fake a special characteristics in a conversation.

    Looking at the original post. One can actually see that he is is only stating a special symbol in which relates to my so called "Fragile mind" and worries that i might somehow get "out-of-Hand". I wonder how out of hand[Sarcasm] can i get from him saying those things that will somehow "Hurt my Feelings".

    "anyways dont think this personal its just sometimes you just take things too hard thats all so i worry for you that you might just get out of hand your pretty fragile but dont take this the wrong way im just tell you thats all " Personal eh? I wonder how much does he really knows me regarding my twisted personality of constantly "Judging and criticizing" other people XDD But Truth be told he really does have a point there due to the fact that i'm closely analyzing the way he writes the replies.
    I really don't know why but all the replies points to the fact that he's trying his very best to either not "Hurt me" or just to hide the fact that he actually did delete his post after my comments.

    Will Re-edit this post to post more observable things in this conversation.

    PS: If you want to know what i actually wrote in Facebook~* It's the same thing in which i wrote in the previous post~*

    ~* The Original Post - Not Edited in any way.




    ok dude we need to talk
    you are not the only friend i have on facebook

    =.=ll Anyways.. What's so bad about a little criticism? If they can't take it. Just Ignore them~* What's so wrong about giving a little bit of critism
    regarding your deleted comment*

    well its my right isnt it

    true~*

    so if they said that they dislike it
    so i feel bad for them so i delete the post

    "well its my right isnt it " Ah~* Now that i cannot argue~*

    dude even if you want to start an argument i dont mind but all im saying is that you were not the cause of it you did not start it
    ok

    kays~*

    if you still do not believe me then that is your rights and that is your thinking
    ok

    i believe ya~*
    what's there not* to believe o.0~?

    i dont know because you posted that status on your wall seems to be like you are thinking you started it

    nah~*
    LOL~!
    It was just on my mind =.=ll

    but all im saying is that its not you, you did not start it

    i actually wrote that before you posted your new post =.=ll i just have not posted it yet~*
    was* actually a blogpost~*
    on* blogspot

    but dude its like 9 minuts ago and its preety much like after my post
    as in after i deleated the post so im just scaptical
    but anyways the past is the past just telling you because i dont want you to get the wrong idea

    Blogpost~* Writing in blog ~> Copy Paste~*
    Then Edit in Blog- Post in Facebook

    yes i know

    kays~*

    anyways dont think this personal its just sometimes you just take things too hard thats all
    so i worry for you that you might just get out of hand
    your pretty fragile
    but dont take this the wrong way im just tell you thats all


    mm hmm~*
    aren't you being a little wee bit defensive there?

    as in
    ??

    what you're actually writing points to the fact that i may get hurt a lot just due to a little misunderstanding~*

    true i mean from years of being friend you have been like that

    oh really~*

    yup
    but dont take it personal
    thats all im saying

    okey then~*

    i mean remember that time i just tag you one a picture and i did say things but not that hard and then you deleted and block me on facebook. Kindda like that

    okey then So now... Why are you still trying to convince me to take it personal although i'm trying to point out the fact that it's already okey~?

    because im still worried for you man
    scared you cant handle it
    anyways i got to go now anyways
    so i'll see you some other time

    uh huh.

    Criticism?


    Criticize me or even hate me however you want. But i myself will never change for things that are deemed irrelevent for my standards. The way i think as someone of free will will never change. Criticism? Why should i be afraid of criticism. The only bad thing i get from criticism is well... Nothing... Compared to the knowledge that i'll be getting from the judgement of the merits and faults by others

    As I've stated.
    "if someone wants to start an argument over something. Why do they have to point fingers at who's the one that shall start the argument? I mean.. Come on, If there's something wrong in your opinion. Just grow a pair and State what's wrong for god sakes.."

    Criticism is always important for the growth of knowledge. unless you're a person of low intellect whom only wants other's attention by just posting shit and gets angry easily due to little criticism*

    What i think of* Moral Education conducted in Schools

    Moral Education eh?
    I myself always have believed that the subject Morality is always based on subjectivism. Which is why teaching Morality in Secondary school may already be deemed useless by most people as they are smart enough to know that not everyone has to abide by the chains of morality as Morality itself is a barrier towards a higher level of thinking*. <~ That's only my opinion so criticize me if you want to*

    subjectivism* Definition= "a philosophical tenet that accords primacy to subjective experience as fundamental of all measure and law. In extreme forms like Solipsism, it may hold that the nature and existence of every object depends solely on someone's subjective awareness of it"

    To summarize what i've stated earlier.. rather than a catalyst to good conduct and behavior, Moral education is in a way.. Not that useful...

    Humans... The only creature which invents false-beliefs, kills each other not for survival but for other purposes and holds vast amounts of incredible conscious analytical decision-making skills in which can even be accessed in the nick-of-time... Creatures capable of mass destruction. We deem other form of creatures as monsters but when we were to think about it.. We are actually monsters ourselves.. Just look deep down into your own subconsciousness and you'll be able to access information and ideas far from the reaches of other species.. Logic. I wonder if this is something in which will evolve into another plane of consciousness in which no one has even dared to think of.

    Thursday, October 6, 2011

    This is the fourth time that my Bodily clock went haywire and thought that it was Morning although it's 8-11.00PM... WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME?

    Monday, October 3, 2011

    Wondering my consciousness.

    The emptiness that resides within my thoughts is nothing more than just a small  flicker of an imagination in which i myself reside in. Sometimes the gap gets smaller as social networks closes the gaping hole in which nothingness resides. Without the usual psychological terms, it'll be a lot harder to actually describe it.... Or so as i thought.
    To plainly describe,
    Emptiness within my thoughts are normally something in which there's absolutely empty space which is filled by nothing but void. This so called "Void" in which nothing can fill can only be temporarily closed with thoughts that are deemed to be sinful. Thoughts in which not many people dare to imagine, let alone think of.
    Thoughts of violating the norms of society, to be deviant, imaginative, changing what people think. Forever tainting their thoughts with nothing but pure darkness in which the void could be spread. Forever spreading across different individuals in which nothing can be done to curb this disease.
    But recently, a sparkle of desire actually widened the gap in which nothingness exist. The desire to obtain something in which i doubt could be grasped with my own Mortal hands. My hands which is tainted by this darkness. If i were to be able to hold this shining thing in which is full of pureness. I'd definitely spoil it without second thought. In which it'll also be as corrupted as i am. The more pure an object is, the more satisfying it is to corrupt the object. Object in which is Living, Pure, Unsoiled, Peculiar, Unique?