To tell the truth. . .

I have actually been feeling quite down recently.
Things that have yet to be done. So many things to read, so many things to write. Sights that have yet to be seen by me, people whom i have yet to become acquainted with. I wonder...

Before i continue on with my ramblings, please do note that this is not a plea for help nor something in which i want people to read. I just feel like writing it here as by writing here i would be able to at least take my mind off things...

3.43 AM is the time right now that i am using to start writing here. . .
I have been acting rather odd lately seeing that i still have yet to accomplish anything at the age of 18. (Which by the way was 4 days ago)... And so have i actually came up with something serious that i intend to finish it off. Actually there are five things that's the main priority in my list.

1. Which is to Finish off a Novella/Short story of some sort.
2. To be able to pass my whole Foundation year without any fails or anything on that line.
3. To find someone whom truly understands me.
4. To visit another Country(European) for the last holiday of my Bachelor's Degree.
and lastly,
5. To graduate My Bachelor's degree without looking back as if i wasted my university life doing absolutely nothing.


Being a cynical arse that i am, i doubt there are people who are able to truly gauge or even analyze what i think. But i do consider myself lazy, spineless, egocentric, piece of useless organic substance in which not even an angel could help. . . (As i've said... I'm in a major Depression episode)...
Another thing that may have actually contributed to my self-actualization of my depression may be due to the fact that i don't really feel close to any living person anymore. It's as though we are of different society which holds differing norms. Not accepting how i am as a person. They started to drift further apart. And i may even be the catalyst of this imminent break of their friendship.
In a way, i actually do have 3 circle of acquaintances in the University in which all three of the circles in my opinion is starting to blossom while leaving me. A tiny pod to rot in the very same soil that we were planted on. I myself wonder is this due to the fact that i may have wasted precious time that could have enhance our interpersonal relationship, rejecting events that may lead to us having stronger bond?

Apart from these things that has been bothering me, I actually am a little bit disgusted at myself for not studying efficiently since the starting of this week. The Examination is right around the corner and i am still procrastinating and enjoying my blissful life here in Kampar. Although constantly reminding myself to start revising, i have not been able to do until yesterday morning in which i went to the library to study... (It's 4.14 AM Now).

-More updates to follow soon . . .

Well~* Happy Belated Birthday to me~*

The cake is a lie. I never received any cakes for my birthday... (Forever Alone...)
But nevertheless I'm contented. Why?
1. I got to sleep in my own room.. (Not the kampar one)... I never liked the whether in Kampar and the only time i can really sleep is in an air-conditioned room....

2. Although I actually made a weird adjustment to facebook(In which my birthday's info was gone from facebook)... I still do have friends that remembers my birthday ^_^

3. Type-Moon Ace vol.7 is going to be MINE soon enough XDD Same goes for Fate/Extra CCC~Virgin White box set~[Limited Edition]

4. For now i've saved about 600$ in my Bank account... I've started to actually be cautious on my spendings for the trip that i'm planning on going during the Final semester of my Degree course.

5. I actually visited a clinic yesterday(A clinic that i've never been before). The nurse noticed that it was my Birthday and congratulated me ^_^ Same goes for the doctor~* *HAPPY*

You know what will make me a lot more happier? Being able to pass all of my Finals this semester~! Better start studying like hell now so that i won't suffer in the Fourth Semester =.=ll

Preparations for the last semester of Degree's trip to either Austria or Germany

Well, after thinking carefully, I've actually came up with an idea to either go vacation in Austria or Germany. In fact, that doesn't sound like a bad idea at all ^_^ Anyways, to do so, i'll have to save around 3.7k-4.7k++ for the AirTicket alone. For other expenses, i'll need at least another 4k++ Which means, i'll need a total of around 9-10k++ in total for the travel expenses + Food and Accommodation.
After calculating my monthly savings, i'll need to save around 250$ Per month + 50$(Emergency Money) which will leave me with another 300$ for my daily expenses. In which 300/30= 10$ Which means that i'll need to only use 10$ per day for the rest of my stay in Kampar. Which could be a feat that i may quit anytime =.=ll.... But still
One Bright side using this money saving method is that i'll be thinner in the matter of months.

Wondering my consciousness.

The emptiness that resides within my thoughts is nothing more than just a small  flicker of an imagination in which i myself reside in. Sometimes the gap gets smaller as social networks closes the gaping hole in which nothingness resides. Without the usual psychological terms, it'll be a lot harder to actually describe it.... Or so as i thought.
To plainly describe,
Emptiness within my thoughts are normally something in which there's absolutely empty space which is filled by nothing but void. This so called "Void" in which nothing can fill can only be temporarily closed with thoughts that are deemed to be sinful. Thoughts in which not many people dare to imagine, let alone think of.
Thoughts of violating the norms of society, to be deviant, imaginative, changing what people think. Forever tainting their thoughts with nothing but pure darkness in which the void could be spread. Forever spreading across different individuals in which nothing can be done to curb this disease.
But recently, a sparkle of desire actually widened the gap in which nothingness exist. The desire to obtain something in which i doubt could be grasped with my own Mortal hands. My hands which is tainted by this darkness. If i were to be able to hold this shining thing in which is full of pureness. I'd definitely spoil it without second thought. In which it'll also be as corrupted as i am. The more pure an object is, the more satisfying it is to corrupt the object. Object in which is Living, Pure, Unsoiled, Peculiar, Unique?

THE RESULTS ARE HERE!

Well, I PASSED MY FINAL EXAMINATION FOR MY FIRST SEMESTER~!!!!
And it's EVEN BETTER THAN I THOUGHT~!!!

1.PRINCIPLES OF ECONOMICS                    C+
2. BASIC ENGLISH                                          A
3.CRITICAL THINKING                                  B+
4.INTRODUCTION TO SOCIOLOGY             B+
5.MATHEMATICS FOR SOCIAL SCIENCE    B-  <~ I thought i was a goner for sure with my Maths.

GPA

3.1100

I'M SO HAPPY I CAN ACTUALLY SHOUT IT OUT TO THE WHOLE WORLD~!!! Whoever said that Boys can't express their happiness XD

Anyways. Time to write about my next semester's schedule.
Firstly, due to myself having Mondays off for the whole Semester 2, I think i would either be jogging or doing some other activities during the morning and study till evening ^_^  Man, I <3 having days off.
Secondly, Due to myself picking the timetable which enables me to have a day off which is on Mondays, my Tuesdays till Friday for the whole semester will all start at 8.00 in the Morning. Thus concluding that I'll need to wake up around 6.30 in the Morning from the Tuesdays to the Fridays of my whole semester two.

Looking back, Semester one was HELLUVA FUN~!!!! THANKS Benny(Benny Boii), Linkin[LOL]Goh(雨城), Eugene(Eugene Koh), Troy(Kin Tuan Troy), Yoko(Yoko Tang Yen Yee), Alex(Alex Yang), Sarah(Sarah Michelle Chu), Sonia(Sonia Sasha Mathew), Miin(RongMiin Tan) , Stanley(Stanley Ho Ming Foong)
And also Manggo(Manggo Yuan) for the food ^_^ t'was nice and i really enjoyed the meal 8D


Now Moving on to what i did during my semester break.
1. I visited the Teachers of my Secondary school with my friend whom I'm acquainted with during my secondary school days Mr.SevenOnions(Seven Cheah) and i even got to chat a lil' with the current Form 5 Students XD... Although i wonder where the heck did Richard(Claudius Choiseul) went =.=ll Never got to see him that day...

2. I GOT MAH RESULTS AND WAS REALLY HAPPY on Thursday 15th of September around 9.25 P.M

3. Regaining my sanity back a few hours later after the euphoric sensation of Adrenaline gushing into my brains when i checked my results.

4. Learned how to play "Wonderwall" and also "Don't look back in Anger" by Oasis <~ I LOVE THEM~!!!

5. Checked the Price of a Guzheng, a Sax and also a Keyboard  [Both the Guzheng and Sax costs around 2k+] While the Keyboard costs around 4-7k. (Maybe i should check the price of the Roland Keytar)...

6. Arranged my Schedule for next semester.

7. Prepared Everything for my next semester~! (FULL FLEDGED STUDY MODE FOR A SCORE OF 3.6~!!!)

8. Finding some free time to chat with Shauny(Shauna Brewer)

9. Finding more free time to write this blogpost XD

10. Listening to more old songs~*

What i never got to do during this sem-break >_<ll
1. Visiting my fav* cousin (Paik Suan Quah)

2. Reading the books that i've bought....

3. Learning some simple words from some random foreign language <~ Well.. i'm learning one everyday so scratch that.

4. Yum-Cha'ing with my school acquaintances in Ipoh >_<ll

5. Getting Enough Sleep... =.=ll (Boy am i actually tired)

6. A lot of other stuffs.

But all in all. I'll just conclude all of what i've stated above with a sentence.
Goodbye Semester 1 of Foundation studies. HELLO SEMESTER TWO. よろしくお願いします。

Contact information o.0~?

Address:
1065, Jalan Seksyen 1\2,

Bandar Barat,

31900, Kampar,

Perak Darul ridzuan

Telephone Number: 012-5024147

Facebook:
http://www.facebook.com/kenhooi.wing

My Blog:
How are you even here if you don't know my blog address... =.=ll

You can call me Kenneth,Ken,Hooi,Mr.Hooi,Wing Ken, etc.etc.etc.. But i do prefer to be called Ken 8D

After not playing Kagetsu Tohya for 2 days.

University life Begins in 3 days. 3 days. 3 days. 3 days 3 days. 3 days. 3 days. 3 days 3 days. 3 days. 3 days. 3 days 3 days. 3 days. 3 days. 3 days 3 days. 3 days. 3 days. 3 days 3 days. 3 days. 3 days. 3 days 3 days. 3 days. 3 days. 3 days 3 days. 3 days. 3 days. 3 days 3 days. 3 days. 3 days. 3 days 3 days. 3 days. 3 days. 3 days 3 days. 3 days. 3 days. 3 days 3 days. 3 days.
did i mention i love spamming random nonsense>? nvm then.

I'm now currently playing The Witcher 2 and FableIII
My First Impression of The Witcher 2: Assassins of Kings.
Well, what could i say other than I WAS BLOWN AWAY BY THE AWESOME GRAPHICS~!
The Witcher 2 Continues from where The Witcher left off. A Game which i still have yet to finish... Anyways, Geralt(The Main Character) is a Witcher.
"Witchers are monster-hunters who receive special training and have their bodies modified at an early age to provide them with supernatural abilities so they can kill extremely dangerous monsters and survive. These modifications (which involve herbal preparations, magic potions and virus inoculations) leave them with inhuman reflexes, dexterity and the ability to open and contract their pupils at will (giving them improved night-vision). These modifications also leave them sterile and they are said to be completely devoid of human emotions (this is later discovered to be false). Witchers are mistakenly called "mutants", although their condition is not congenital.<~Wiki
Oh how i love wiki, they do give alot of precise information on the go for absolutely free 8D
Aneways~* The story is based on a Polish novel called "Ostatnie życzenie" which is from the "Wiedźmin" series authored by Andrzej Sapkowski Whom i am a big fan of 8D

Then there's Fable III by LionHead Studios(Microsoft)

The BrainChild of Peter Molyneux. Whom also did the Dungeon Keeper Series, The Black&White Series, Populous, and many other fantastic games. One of The brightest innovators of the gaming industry. he is famous for making one of the very first "God-Games" Where you can control the game on a large scale, as an entity with divine/supernatural powers, as a great leader, or with no specified character, and places them in charge of a game setting containing autonomous characters to guard and influence. So to me, He's the Father of all "God Games"
Fable III Starts a few years after Fable II in which you control either a Prince/Princess whom is the Son/Daughter of The Hero of Fable II(The character one plays in Fable II).

To put all these information in a nutshell,
What i was trying to say is that. I'll be busy playing these few games for a couple o' games for the next few days. And i'll also be busy due to University. Which starts in 4 days. So, ttfn and PEACE OUT~!

Finally~*

Finally have i finished 歌月十夜. But still, i have yet to unlock every cg.. so it's time to replay it again...
That's also the reason of my absence of blogging =.=ll
anyways, More underway in 2 days...

<~'s Hopes and dreams

1. Finishing my studies with a Master's degree or higher in Social Science and Psychology

2. Able to Live in Europe~* England, Scotland, Iceland, Greenland and Ireland preferred ^_^

3. Able to at least get on a vacation twice a year,
4. Mastering Japanese =.=ll
5. Able to speak in Irish, German, French, and being able to at least Read in Latin
6. Being able to read Chinese =.=ll <~ Even though i can speak in it, i can't read chinese T_T
7. Hoping that TYPE-MOON would a lot more visual novel based on the Nasuverse.
8. Being able to own all of TYPE-MOON's works and materials
9. Able to play whatever i listen to in piano and violin.
10. Able to play classical music =.=ll
11. Able to attend at least one concerto playing "4.33" by John Cage
12. Being able to actually have time for myself to do stuff.

What i wrote for a friend

Love, is what I never knew for the past seventeen years of my life
Till the day I saw you, I never really knew what love was like.
But the moment my eyes was shifted and locked onto your lovely gaze,
The flow of time stopped as if your gaze was as long and lovely as the setting of an Indian Sun
Before meeting you, My life was dull, boring and colourless. But days after meeting and talking to you,
The Colourless scenes that i see everyday gradually blossomed with shades of different miracolous hues.

Remember the times we argued? Days later you would talk to me and we made up?
I know we would have alot of problems in the future
I know that we both may have to walk along an avenue of misfortunes
I also know that we may even have to part some day, some time, or even some place.
But if I don't say these 3 sentence, I may never be able to have a chance to say it to you again
So Here i go by saying these things to you with all my heart

I will make or try to make you happy everyday with all my might,
I'll also love and be loyal to you forever if you could answer me this question truthfully
Will you Merry me my dearest and my one and only love?


Even though this was not my friend's writing, I bet he Loved you very much so please forgive him for not telling you that it was not his writing.

RIP. Amit Pall Singh A/L Balbir Singh.

My return to blogging

As there are beginnings, There will always be an ending for everyone. Including me of course.
Hello all and welcome to my Little world filled with my thoughts and creations. I don't really know what made me change my mind on re-blogging things but one thing i know for sure, This little blog-space will now be used by me to write what I perceive this world as and also what i wrote all over the internet ^_^

皆さん、こんにちは、僕は再度’ブログ’を開始する最近ひらめきを持っている　　　みなさま、よろしくお願いします。ね？　

To start off, Let me introduce myself ^_^
I'm Kenneth Hooi Wing Ken
I reside in Ipoh, a small town located in Perak which by itself is located in Malaysia
I'm a Chinese, and i'm 17'ish
In a few days i'll be attending University so i'll try to Blog as much as possible here
Before this, I was studying in Kuala Lumpur from since Primary one.. till Primary 5 in SJKC(Yak Chee)
Then i shifted to Ipoh due to problems within my family ^_^
Primary6= SKHSOM <~ Which i enjoyed a lot ^_^
Then went to a nearby Secondary School named SMKSP(Seri Putera)
Ah, Great times that was. I remember being hit by a Baseball Bat, Got my hair cut by our Discipline Teacher ,
Got my mustache and Beard pulled by my English teacher <~ She was complaining that it was too long...
And best of all, I got to annoy the hell out of my English Teacher (Puan Doreen) ^_^ <~ The Best Teacher i ever had. (Actually i kinda miss her) oh well, life goes on
I also remembered playing the keyboard for our Class performance (Form Five)
And i had a really embarrassing moment when i Froze in front of an audience in one of those Public Speaking events.
My biggest achievement in school was being elected as the President of the English Language Society which by the way got me loads of scores for my Co-curricular activities ^_^
Then a few months back something big happened =.=ll
As i remember it was three days later after i got my SPM results, three of my friends were involved in a traffic accident. there were five person in the vehicle, four of them were badly injured and sadly, One of them passed away. I kinda wish that it never did happen as he was actually a good friend that i've known since i transferred to Ipoh from Kuala Lumpur.

Anyways, In about 2-3weeks or so, i'll be attending University in UTAR Kampar,
That's all the updates i have for my current live~*