Boredom+Creativity=Something odd.
As you may have heard of the term' An idle mind is the Devil's plaything'
Well, As for myself of course, I'm still idling around and i have still yet to think of any evil thoughts.
So far i'm still miles away from being insane... as far as i could tell.
Anyways, I'm bored. Really really bored, can anyone please save me from this phantasmagoric nightmare?
Nevermind, Point being that i'm bored and my thoughts are a little bit under the weather.
in a way i kind of hate myself for being myself.
Boredom, Relate, Assertive, Multiplying, Hunger, Thirst, Benevolence, Bane, Vain, Sane, Mane, Dane, Brain, Cane, Pain, Grain, Same, Train, Rain, Drain, Jail, Mail, Frail, Trail, Sail, Braille, Stale, Tale, Tail, Tamil, Grail, Holy, Mole, Sheet, Sit, Shit, Slip, Trip, Bleep, Flip, Dip, <~ (Writing random words that crosses my mind)
Showing posts with label Boredom. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Boredom. Show all posts
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Writer's blog pt.2
As you all know, I'm still unable to write anything due to myself not having any fantastic imagination(Maybe i should try tripping myself.)
Boredom's a constant word heard from teenagers around my age. And why is that true?
Well. This is because I SAID SO! ^_^
Boredom's a constant word heard from teenagers around my age. And why is that true?
Well. This is because I SAID SO! ^_^
Anyways, another day's gone by and i'm actually feeling the same old loneliness that was always constant. Unable to do anything about it, was i then decided to leave the a space that i felt secure and just get out for a quick breather.
After driving around and stopping somewhere was i able to find a slight tinge of uneasiness and not knowing where should i head to. At the same time was i thinking of two random thoughts. One was regarding what i should actually be doing with my life and another was what'll happen to myself if i were to change something. Could my life get any worse or could it get better than what i have now. Thus i concluded to myself that i myself never thought of changing myself. Clinging back to the same old me as i did for 15 years was another one of my flaw as a human being.
Adept as i seem to be dealing with emotions, Have i yet to reveal my true self even to myself.
laying deep within my tainted, wretched soul lies a seed that is Self-sabotaging, Rebellious, Unmotivated, Greedy, Hostile, and most of all, a dependent parasite that feeds off the knowledge of another. <~ (Maybe tis' a wise choice to be used in one of my essays ^_^)
Back to writing*
And I'm unable to continue writing.. Marvelous =.=ll
After driving around and stopping somewhere was i able to find a slight tinge of uneasiness and not knowing where should i head to. At the same time was i thinking of two random thoughts. One was regarding what i should actually be doing with my life and another was what'll happen to myself if i were to change something. Could my life get any worse or could it get better than what i have now. Thus i concluded to myself that i myself never thought of changing myself. Clinging back to the same old me as i did for 15 years was another one of my flaw as a human being.
Adept as i seem to be dealing with emotions, Have i yet to reveal my true self even to myself.
laying deep within my tainted, wretched soul lies a seed that is Self-sabotaging, Rebellious, Unmotivated, Greedy, Hostile, and most of all, a dependent parasite that feeds off the knowledge of another. <~ (Maybe tis' a wise choice to be used in one of my essays ^_^)
Back to writing*
And I'm unable to continue writing.. Marvelous =.=ll
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Writer's Block pt.1
As i am currently running out of materials to write on,
I'll just write some random stuffs to fill out my boredom ^_^
Alone in the room i sat there by myself, Staring into the vast portals of information
Not knowing what to search for, Traversed the web-like highway i did.
As boredom creeps through the very depths of my conscience,
sounds of clicking and clacking are heard from throughout the room.
Twas' Moments later that something peculiar happen to cross my very thoughts.
Peculiar as it may seem, tis' a profile from a normal site that caught my interest.
by entering the profile was i able to meet someone so uniquely remarkable that even I cannot resist not writing to, for it was a profile of great interest to me and me alone.
Dropping the persona of someone so weary, Decided that i take a look into the profile
decided that i talked to that person, decided that i also took the time to get to know of that person so unaccented that i later grew fond of.
Minutes became hours which became days that i first talked to her that suddenly i found myself growing fond of that special person whom i spake with.
"Twas' a special meeting indeed that was" thinking to myself
"Twas' a special occasion indeed. Mind if we celebrate it with a tinge of self-destruction?" my mind answered
'Self-sabotage'? or was it 'self-indulge' were the two common things that i never knew what the difference were.
Telling myself that not even a Raven who bequeathes 'Nevermore' would mess with me
nor even the tallest of Titans, Atlas would be able to signify anything compared to this feeling of euphoria of meeting someone as compassionate as her.
But alas. Tis' just another post from someone who just so happens to meet her by a chance given by fate.
I'll just write some random stuffs to fill out my boredom ^_^
Alone in the room i sat there by myself, Staring into the vast portals of information
Not knowing what to search for, Traversed the web-like highway i did.
As boredom creeps through the very depths of my conscience,
sounds of clicking and clacking are heard from throughout the room.
Twas' Moments later that something peculiar happen to cross my very thoughts.
Peculiar as it may seem, tis' a profile from a normal site that caught my interest.
by entering the profile was i able to meet someone so uniquely remarkable that even I cannot resist not writing to, for it was a profile of great interest to me and me alone.
Dropping the persona of someone so weary, Decided that i take a look into the profile
decided that i talked to that person, decided that i also took the time to get to know of that person so unaccented that i later grew fond of.
Minutes became hours which became days that i first talked to her that suddenly i found myself growing fond of that special person whom i spake with.
"Twas' a special meeting indeed that was" thinking to myself
"Twas' a special occasion indeed. Mind if we celebrate it with a tinge of self-destruction?" my mind answered
'Self-sabotage'? or was it 'self-indulge' were the two common things that i never knew what the difference were.
Telling myself that not even a Raven who bequeathes 'Nevermore' would mess with me
nor even the tallest of Titans, Atlas would be able to signify anything compared to this feeling of euphoria of meeting someone as compassionate as her.
But alas. Tis' just another post from someone who just so happens to meet her by a chance given by fate.
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